||[Sep. 18th, 2006|02:07 pm]
I should have done it before now, but I just got around to posting a resume on Monster. Looking it over even I wouldn't hire me. It's rather depressing.|
My back went out on me this past weekend. I don't know where it went, but it wasn't in the same condition it was when it left me. I could barely move yesterday. I spent several hours painfully stretching it out yesterday and while it still hurts to move, I'm mobile and well on my way to getting my back to cooperating with me again.
I have a lot of things that need to be done, but I'm feeling overwhelmed and taking more breaks to relax than I should. However, I think I need them too. I had a thought this morning. Right now I'm seeing the big picture and panicking. I need to break things down into more manageable steps for myself, and I am having trouble doing that.
For some reason a rather bleak future of the results of my inactions now and in the past keeps popping into my head and making it rather difficult to concentrate on making things manageable for myself. A nice little catch 22 I'm setting up for myself, eh?